Rejection?

somehow i feel like the guy who always gets rejected by the same girl over and over again.
except it's getting desperate for me cause this is the only girl i want.

and there are no other girls to move onto.

so..i'm questioning myself and asking myself if this is what i really want.

because if a country made it so hard/impossible for you to even live there...would you be willing to sell your butt just to make it possible?

what do i have to do to reach these people???